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Caroline is in the hospital. She's on life support but she is stable and the nurse says "shes improving" but improving from WHAT?? i don't know, they won't tell us anything. i'm scared, she could have died and there's still a possibility that she might get phunomia... Finals week is coming up and she won't be out of the hospital for a few days.
My roommate is asleep in my bed. She was admited to the hospital last night but shes fine, they just wanted to make sure she was okay because she was obviously drunk. She has to move out today, in with caroline. i have to wake her up in a bit and help her take over her things and Caroline's things into their new room. I'm scared about them living together but i can't do anything about it. I hate the fact that caroline and i are in a fight... we were supposed to talk everything out last night but she had to leave for her party and didn't have time. I feel guilty even though i know i shouldn't... she was upset and me (for reasons i haven't figured out yet)and when she gets upset she drinks a lot. i know its not my fault but i feel like i could have prevented it if i had talked it out with her the night before... i would have been going to the party with them if we were on good terms... i don't know, i just don't know.
I need to get away from here, i need to come home, i need my friends.
My roommate is asleep in my bed. She was admited to the hospital last night but shes fine, they just wanted to make sure she was okay because she was obviously drunk. She has to move out today, in with caroline. i have to wake her up in a bit and help her take over her things and Caroline's things into their new room. I'm scared about them living together but i can't do anything about it. I hate the fact that caroline and i are in a fight... we were supposed to talk everything out last night but she had to leave for her party and didn't have time. I feel guilty even though i know i shouldn't... she was upset and me (for reasons i haven't figured out yet)and when she gets upset she drinks a lot. i know its not my fault but i feel like i could have prevented it if i had talked it out with her the night before... i would have been going to the party with them if we were on good terms... i don't know, i just don't know.
I need to get away from here, i need to come home, i need my friends.