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Oh shit, bbs, did you hear about Alex O going into drug rehab? I mean, luckily it seems really minor, and recent, and prescription drugs not like, cocaine, and he went for help himself so this is all best best best case scenario, but ugh. Poor guy. :(((
I really haven't talked about the BFF down in anorexia camp recently, but that's because...well, there's not much to tell. They've had her on lockdown for how far she backslid over Christmas, so I haven't been able to talk to her for the last month. Honestly, I try not to think about her because there's nothing I can do? And I know she's getting help. They've pushed back her projected "graduation date" (their words, not mine) to late March. I...can't say I was surprised. I won't be surprised if they push it back again. She's been anorexic for...probably half a decade, that's not something they're going to fix overnight.
I wish talk of rehab and anorexia wasn't so (for lack of a better word, i hate using it trivially like this) triggery for me, especially since I haven't personally experienced either one--and seriously, DO NOT WORRY ABOUT ME, the anxiety I feel is really mild and goes away quickly, it's nothing to actually complain about. I can take it. I hate that I'm making this all about me me me, I just--rrgh. Yeah. Sorry! Sorry.
IN COMPLETELY WHIPLASH GOOD NEWS, EDDIE IZZARD IS COMING TO MY COLLEGE TO PERFORM. YES. LET'S TALK ABOUT THAT.
I really haven't talked about the BFF down in anorexia camp recently, but that's because...well, there's not much to tell. They've had her on lockdown for how far she backslid over Christmas, so I haven't been able to talk to her for the last month. Honestly, I try not to think about her because there's nothing I can do? And I know she's getting help. They've pushed back her projected "graduation date" (their words, not mine) to late March. I...can't say I was surprised. I won't be surprised if they push it back again. She's been anorexic for...probably half a decade, that's not something they're going to fix overnight.
I wish talk of rehab and anorexia wasn't so (for lack of a better word, i hate using it trivially like this) triggery for me, especially since I haven't personally experienced either one--and seriously, DO NOT WORRY ABOUT ME, the anxiety I feel is really mild and goes away quickly, it's nothing to actually complain about. I can take it. I hate that I'm making this all about me me me, I just--rrgh. Yeah. Sorry! Sorry.
IN COMPLETELY WHIPLASH GOOD NEWS, EDDIE IZZARD IS COMING TO MY COLLEGE TO PERFORM. YES. LET'S TALK ABOUT THAT.