Maaan. Yesterday almost sucked.
I mean it was sucking for a while there, and for no discernable reason. I was jumpy, jittery, anxious, feeling pressured, hoping a friend would cancel our dinner date, feeling generally antisocial and teeth gnashy about it. I even started to write a post about how I was feeling--I think I wrote a poem that went something like "Roses are red / Violets are blue / Kindly fuck off and die." in great homage to the belated holiday blues I felt I was experiencing.
And then. Well, then I had a think, and I spent some quality time ~in my bunk.~ (This is a porn blog, you don't get to be shocked.) And you know what, bbs? It helped. A LOT.
I mean it makes sense, chemicals and endorphins, etc, but yeah, kind of a teeny tiny lightbulb moment.
TMI? Oh well. ;P
Has everyone seen Jensen Ackles shaking his ass? Awwww yiss, that will make this post worthwhile.