a little opera goes a long way
Swamped with things that need getting done before nashcon oh my god.
6 page essay due tomorrow morning whyyy
Have to schedule a test for freaking geology (again whyyy)
Co-writing the most ridiculous fucking thing I have ever written on-purpose (I blame who I blame, you know who you are)
And I want to find time somewhere in there to go clothes shopping again because SUDDENLY EVERYTHING I OWN FEELS INADEQUATE. (Also having body image feels but let's pretend I'm not because hello and welcome aboard the good ship Denial)
Aaaaaand I think I sort of wound up accidentally coming out to my writing club about my fannish...proclivities? Which is to say, one of them found my tumblr and blabbed to another club member about my tumblr and now they've both followed me and anyone who has ever seen my tumblr knows that it's covered in the gay. Fictional slash, real person slash, incestuous slash, m/f/m ot3s all over the place and yeah. YEAH. so that's fun.
Don't know if they've found this journal yet but it's only a matter of time. I've decided not to care? It's not like I'm ashamed of this or who I ship or what I write, here or in fic, and it's not like I can physically stop them from peeking at my diary, sooo. Not caring seems like the way to go. I don't think they'll judge me too harshly, they're all awesome people and I can hold my own.
...yup
6 page essay due tomorrow morning whyyy
Have to schedule a test for freaking geology (again whyyy)
Co-writing the most ridiculous fucking thing I have ever written on-purpose (I blame who I blame, you know who you are)
And I want to find time somewhere in there to go clothes shopping again because SUDDENLY EVERYTHING I OWN FEELS INADEQUATE. (Also having body image feels but let's pretend I'm not because hello and welcome aboard the good ship Denial)
Aaaaaand I think I sort of wound up accidentally coming out to my writing club about my fannish...proclivities? Which is to say, one of them found my tumblr and blabbed to another club member about my tumblr and now they've both followed me and anyone who has ever seen my tumblr knows that it's covered in the gay. Fictional slash, real person slash, incestuous slash, m/f/m ot3s all over the place and yeah. YEAH. so that's fun.
Don't know if they've found this journal yet but it's only a matter of time. I've decided not to care? It's not like I'm ashamed of this or who I ship or what I write, here or in fic, and it's not like I can physically stop them from peeking at my diary, sooo. Not caring seems like the way to go. I don't think they'll judge me too harshly, they're all awesome people and I can hold my own.
...yup