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more bills keep rolling in...
i feel so emotionally removed from everyone. the past few months have fucked with my head. i'm glad everything is over but i fucking miss him just the same. i keep thinking about the summer we went to montauk. those were some of the happiest days of my life.
i finally got a new phone. same one i had before just new and actually works.
made the most amazing hummus last night. it was a feast, miller high life and all. plus i can't say how much i love nick and nora's infinate playlist.
still having really vivid nightmares involving mike. the last one i found him in the old apartment. he had shot himself in the head. somehow he was still alive and talking to me. i went into the bed room and found our baby with his head blow off in the crib. needless to say the whole dream was a gorey mess.
i feel so emotionally removed from everyone. the past few months have fucked with my head. i'm glad everything is over but i fucking miss him just the same. i keep thinking about the summer we went to montauk. those were some of the happiest days of my life.
i finally got a new phone. same one i had before just new and actually works.
made the most amazing hummus last night. it was a feast, miller high life and all. plus i can't say how much i love nick and nora's infinate playlist.
still having really vivid nightmares involving mike. the last one i found him in the old apartment. he had shot himself in the head. somehow he was still alive and talking to me. i went into the bed room and found our baby with his head blow off in the crib. needless to say the whole dream was a gorey mess.