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You know what really pisses me off as of the moment and I think forever will be?
My Dad.
I don't know if I've mentioned this before but I really hate my dad. Okay, I know you'll think that I'm such a bad daughter or whatever but he let me hate him. It was when I was still a kid... he let me disrespect him. That moment, that moment I hate to think about, he made me lose all the respect I have for him as a father. I can't forgive him for that because what kind of father would do that to his daughter??
Seriously. I don't know what to do with him. I think what's the best for this family is for him to leave us. It has always been an option but I think my mom doesn't want to. But she doesn't feel the same way towards my dad anymore. Like me, she lost her respect too for her husband. She's just trying to save the family. Because who wants to be alone, anyways? My mom's paying for everything, she's working her butt off and what's my dad doing? Bumming around. Going to the gym, having the time of his life. I never saw him work. It's seriously irritating already. I can't believe I was able to stand this kind of dad for 18 years now.
I'm confused. I want to go out. I just want to be outside this jail. This is honestly not a home...
My Dad.
I don't know if I've mentioned this before but I really hate my dad. Okay, I know you'll think that I'm such a bad daughter or whatever but he let me hate him. It was when I was still a kid... he let me disrespect him. That moment, that moment I hate to think about, he made me lose all the respect I have for him as a father. I can't forgive him for that because what kind of father would do that to his daughter??
Seriously. I don't know what to do with him. I think what's the best for this family is for him to leave us. It has always been an option but I think my mom doesn't want to. But she doesn't feel the same way towards my dad anymore. Like me, she lost her respect too for her husband. She's just trying to save the family. Because who wants to be alone, anyways? My mom's paying for everything, she's working her butt off and what's my dad doing? Bumming around. Going to the gym, having the time of his life. I never saw him work. It's seriously irritating already. I can't believe I was able to stand this kind of dad for 18 years now.
I'm confused. I want to go out. I just want to be outside this jail. This is honestly not a home...