GAYNESS
oh god today was gay, i went to alyssa's n it was really fun n we were hanging out, i didnt exactly lie to my mom, i said i was staying the night at some ones, even tho its alyssa, and she hates alyssa, n im like oh god wtf can i not choose my own friends or sumthing?? so yeah she calls me at like 11:30 saying yeah im gonna pick u up or whatever n i was like oh god, cuz my gay sister was at her friends house who lives across the street from alyssa's, saw me and told my mom n im like OHH GOD SICKK! so now im pissed n i feel really bad n yeah i kno my dad is gonna be pissed but i dont care no more, hes not a father to me n i dont like him n he asked me to move out n im oh yeah your real cool, hes physco n im scared for my life of him at times, at times i dont care, im just gonna bitch back at him n if he touches me ill kill him, not really, ill just want to kill him really bad, id probably hit him or sumthing, and run my ass out the fuckin house lol, i feel really bad for my mom, she has to put up with his shit, he just moved back in not to long ago, they have been seperated alot, i lost count id say after the tenth time i have been alive, they have been devorced twice *since ive been alive* lol they fuck other ppl, yeah its totally sick... its WRONG and i dont like to consider myself part of the family, i cant be friends with some one who swears but yet i have to sit back and know that my parents are smoking pot even tho my sister would like kill herself if she knew they were smoking pot, i wanna tell her to make my parents realize they need to quit, even tho i dont like my sister i dont want her to kill herself or nuthin, well yeah im just pissed of way bad, if you have a place i could live id be greatful, i dont wanna spend one more week with the piece of shit i call 'dad'... so yeah... young single female.. looking for a place that i can sleep in atleast lol anyways yeah pissed off but kinda happy cuz its like he just set me free lol fuck yes no more of him