Dec 22, 2017 16:14
my mothers selfish desire to crush me, her paranoia, her hate for me, the alcohol induced murderous lust in her eyes
godspeed with your little feet
tripppin over some senseless begger...
I want to write a book
through my suffering,enlightening moments with drugs,emotional calamities maybe I could feed myself in the near future off of my profits
The sun sets in the east the pulse of my heart rises like yeast
lifes contradictions
yes I may have a bit of a victim mentality but living here isnt safe, im responsible in my drug use, im lazzy and irritant but i try to be good mother take good care of me not like before
friends,no dates,snowflake eyelash mascara,she really is a victim