gotta feeling twenty one is gonna be a good year...

Dec 23, 2006 13:13

damn. i didnt know if i hsould go with that or

its been a long december and theres reason to beleive maybe this year should be better than the last....

but that was really long and kinda depressing and up its own asshole aside from being tres tres eight grade. also there really isnt any reason to beleive this year could be better than the last... meaning, you know, like, last year was pretty nice ( academics aside) and there isnt any real reason to expect wakantaka to top it for me etc

but i'm on antibiotics, so i cant drink on my 21st, which is SO ME. watch me have my jaw wired shut on my 65th when i get free Denny's. small potatoes, small potatoes that will wait 2 weeks to be made into vodka. with pomegranate juice. bluberry pomegrante.

watched little miss sunshine with my mom, who got upset with alan arkin's cursing but overall loved it. i almost cried ( again) cuz you know, in the end, you just gotta try, and tryings its own success.

dad , of course, hated it. he's way depressed i dont know what to do with him. which is pdd, since im very good at both being sick and being depressed. im trying to just leave him alone, cuz i know when i get like that i just wanna be left alone, but i feel bad and odd about it and the state of our releationship in general.

all things concerned, my 21st gets a solid B+. antibitoics + having lived this long at all+ my dad being on morpheine and afraid of death + cute spanish speaking waiter X shea and stephen paying for my dinner + everyone i love calling me to remind me they're glad i was born = B+

its a good grade. it makes deans list and still has time to be cool. god bless B+
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