Yeah you're right, I don't really feel like laughing now, heh. We were almost going out for about 6 months. It just seems wrong to do away with all those memories you know? I mean, I know a lot of people have been together so much longer than that, but he just seemed really special and I thought we would last. But I fell in love with a complete iditot. He said we should take a "little break" just to see if we were really meant to be, and then the next week he started going out with this cheerleader in the tenth grade. So I guess he dumped me for her? I'm still not really sure. He said he had fun with me, but thats all it was. Gosh but he seemed so perfect. When it was just the two of us, he was always really sweet and funny, but of course around everyone else he had to be the "macho man". Alas, here I am, broken over this boy.Sorry, I didn't mean to tell you my whole life story and bore you. It was good to let it out though. Thanks for caring enough to listen. Not many people really listen, you know? Thats a good quality to have, don't let it go. Ok, well I hope you'll have a good weekend and that your love life is going better than mine, or at least that you're having fun. =) Be safe!
trust me, ive been broken up over relationships that have been alot shorter. Did you ever ask him what really happened? People tell me there are better guys...i guess it's true. But the guy had to like you a good amount if you were together for six months. I know after my breakups i just want people to listen so i try to return the favor to people. heh...my break had been great. Been hangin with this guy alot...he's coming over today...you'll find someone else and it'll help make u feel better. :) hope things are getting better? happy new year
He and I haven't been talking lately. It kinda got weird, I guess. I think he just got tired of me, you know? It's like, I think he cared for me, but not completely. Like I was more of a friend to him, thats what I've been thinking at least. I mean, it's weird how it all ended so fast when we were so into the relationship. I'm so confused. Just before Christmas break, we'd pass each other in the hall and he'd look at me and sorta give this sad smile. I don't know. Maybe it was in my mind. I mean, he's going out with that cheerleader girl now, so he must be happy. I suppose I should just let him be then. =( You're right though, it's hard. But I guess what people tell you is right too. There are better guys out there. I'm a hopeless romantic. lol. I still think that there is a soulmate out there for everyone. I hope everything goes well for you and this new guy you've been hanging out with. You deserve someone nice, I can just tell by the personality you've shown so far! Thanks again. Happy New Year to you too! I have so many things I need to work on this coming year. lol. New Years Resolution: Move on eventually and keep my eyes open for that special someone. Ha ha, I'm hopeless. =)
I became really pensice over the summer and I didnt figure out WHY people do what they do in relationships but i can pretty much avoid getting hurt again. So maybe you'll learn from this? I have no idea how people can just so easily let go of someone. Im really sorry it happened to you noone deserves that. I'm a hopeless romantic too, heh. Good new years resolution, and maybe one day you'll find someone better...or just as good anyway
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