Skins: A Root In The Dark, A "To Bedlam and Part Way Back" Fanmix
Title: A Root In The Dark
Subject: Katie Fitch / Effy Stonem
Inspiration:jengrrrl's To Bedlam And Part Way Back series (also known as the Fic O' Doom); Part 1, 2, 3, 4, (Tag'd Stuff)
Warnings: Angsty. Nothing that really spoils the story.
Disclaimer: Sadly, I do not own a single song, character, or picture (beyond editing the cover).
Notes: Not all in perfect order, but the mix is supposed to loosely follow the through the series. This is the first fanmix I've published, so hopefully everything is a-ok. Like I said, it is based onjengrrrl 's To Bedlam Series, which is a rather dark and amazing fic; hopefully the mix expresses that. The title comes from a Pablo Naruda poem entitled Walking Around.
1. disintegration- jimmy eat world
wonder why i'm so caught of guard when we kiss.
rather live my life in regret then do this.
what happened to the love we both knew?
we both chased.
hanging on a cigarette you need me,
you burn me you'll burn me.
[...]
hushed with a finger
don't say you'll never when you might,
or just another time.
this poison comes instruction free.
do what you want, but i'm drinking.
2. shade- portugal the man
my they glowed a bug burning at the ends of
sheet covered crowns
whose only words were
wicked mumbles that shake unstable manners
brought these thoughts about you
lights up like flies and ants that dip about and
aim.... to swallow us
3. friday- sunny day real estate
maybe next time
tread wire on jaded memory
against every line i know
i threw my wish in there
and tripped the night i
breathe...
4. 3 libras (acoustic)- a perfect circle
here i am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded.
the wounded, the tragic
'cause you'll never see me
'cause you'll never see me
5. i drive alone- esthero
can't move on
but i can't go home
and i'm not so strong
but i make my way
to the place i know
inside my heart
where i used to go
to get brave and
i don't wanna be lost anymore
6. these things- she wants revenge
there is nothing to see here people keep moving on
slowly their necks turn and then they're gone
no one cares when the show is done
[…]
let make a fast plan, watch it burn to the ground
i try to whisper, so no one figures it out
i'm not a bad man, i'm just overwhelmed
it's cause of these things, it's cause of these things
7. make this go on forever- snow patrol
please don't let this turn into something it's not
i can only give you everything i've got
i can't be as sorry as you think i should
but i still love you more than anyone else could
8. saint hate- catlow
still awake, i forgot to sleep
and there's a record playing in my head
songs not dead, black in tune
and no one dares to enter the room
9. song for the fields- fields
your not the only one
wasting every turn
were setting of the fires
to watch our bridges burn
wait for me, hopelessly
10. are you ten years ago- tegan & sara
when i feel like this
when i get so in
to myself
i lose track of where i'm going
and lose track of how to get going again
i feel myself slowing down
feel myself turning around
is this taken?
when i feel like this
when i get so sick of myself
11. stop this song (lovesick melody)- paramore
it creeps in like a spider
can't be killed, although i try and try to
well, don't you see i'm falling?
don't wanna love you, but i do
*bonus track, just cause it’s ready made for all angst!*
12. matching weight- trespassers Williams
tonight
we don't have a lot to go on
but that's not how it lives in my head
no, not at all
blind times
thought we were matching weight
From Pablo Neruda's "Walking Around"
I don't want to go on being a root in the dark,
insecure, stretched out, shivering with sleep,
going on down, into the moist guts of the earth,
taking in and thinking, eating every day.
Download Here(.zip file) or Here (.rar)!And Enjoy!
**There was a slight issue with the zip file earlier that I think I've got fixed now. Let me know if you encounter any issues though!**
Subject: Katie Fitch / Effy Stonem
Inspiration:jengrrrl's To Bedlam And Part Way Back series (also known as the Fic O' Doom); Part 1, 2, 3, 4, (Tag'd Stuff)
Warnings: Angsty. Nothing that really spoils the story.
Disclaimer: Sadly, I do not own a single song, character, or picture (beyond editing the cover).
Notes: Not all in perfect order, but the mix is supposed to loosely follow the through the series. This is the first fanmix I've published, so hopefully everything is a-ok. Like I said, it is based onjengrrrl 's To Bedlam Series, which is a rather dark and amazing fic; hopefully the mix expresses that. The title comes from a Pablo Naruda poem entitled Walking Around.
1. disintegration- jimmy eat world
wonder why i'm so caught of guard when we kiss.
rather live my life in regret then do this.
what happened to the love we both knew?
we both chased.
hanging on a cigarette you need me,
you burn me you'll burn me.
[...]
hushed with a finger
don't say you'll never when you might,
or just another time.
this poison comes instruction free.
do what you want, but i'm drinking.
2. shade- portugal the man
my they glowed a bug burning at the ends of
sheet covered crowns
whose only words were
wicked mumbles that shake unstable manners
brought these thoughts about you
lights up like flies and ants that dip about and
aim.... to swallow us
3. friday- sunny day real estate
maybe next time
tread wire on jaded memory
against every line i know
i threw my wish in there
and tripped the night i
breathe...
4. 3 libras (acoustic)- a perfect circle
here i am expecting just a little bit
too much from the wounded.
the wounded, the tragic
'cause you'll never see me
'cause you'll never see me
5. i drive alone- esthero
can't move on
but i can't go home
and i'm not so strong
but i make my way
to the place i know
inside my heart
where i used to go
to get brave and
i don't wanna be lost anymore
6. these things- she wants revenge
there is nothing to see here people keep moving on
slowly their necks turn and then they're gone
no one cares when the show is done
[…]
let make a fast plan, watch it burn to the ground
i try to whisper, so no one figures it out
i'm not a bad man, i'm just overwhelmed
it's cause of these things, it's cause of these things
7. make this go on forever- snow patrol
please don't let this turn into something it's not
i can only give you everything i've got
i can't be as sorry as you think i should
but i still love you more than anyone else could
8. saint hate- catlow
still awake, i forgot to sleep
and there's a record playing in my head
songs not dead, black in tune
and no one dares to enter the room
9. song for the fields- fields
your not the only one
wasting every turn
were setting of the fires
to watch our bridges burn
wait for me, hopelessly
10. are you ten years ago- tegan & sara
when i feel like this
when i get so in
to myself
i lose track of where i'm going
and lose track of how to get going again
i feel myself slowing down
feel myself turning around
is this taken?
when i feel like this
when i get so sick of myself
11. stop this song (lovesick melody)- paramore
it creeps in like a spider
can't be killed, although i try and try to
well, don't you see i'm falling?
don't wanna love you, but i do
*bonus track, just cause it’s ready made for all angst!*
12. matching weight- trespassers Williams
tonight
we don't have a lot to go on
but that's not how it lives in my head
no, not at all
blind times
thought we were matching weight
From Pablo Neruda's "Walking Around"
I don't want to go on being a root in the dark,
insecure, stretched out, shivering with sleep,
going on down, into the moist guts of the earth,
taking in and thinking, eating every day.
Download Here(.zip file) or Here (.rar)!And Enjoy!
**There was a slight issue with the zip file earlier that I think I've got fixed now. Let me know if you encounter any issues though!**