What now?
Ok, so no matter what gets me down in life, I have always had one place to go where my troubles didn't bother me...work. I know it sounds crazy because most people are generally stressed out by work...but not me. When I went to work, there was no doing homework, there was no boring classes...just work. I pretty much got along with everyone, and no matter what we always had a blast. But then what happens when you get too close to the people that you work with? What happens when you know ugly and horrible things about them that eventually come out and somehow drag you into it? I'm not going to go into details about this because there really is no need. What matters here is the fact that I guess I just don't understand why certain people do certain things. When I get mad at someone, I can't stay mad. I am always the first person to go and apologize regaurdless of whether or not I'm right. I just don't understand how people can be decietful, angry, and cruel when they have a dissagreement with someone, it just blows my mind. People can't just talk to each other anymore, it always has to be a battle. Two of my best friends at work are fighting, and I'm caught up in the middle. And by staying neutral, now they are both upset with me. There is no winning for me, and the whole thing is only slightly my fault. I just don't know what to do, because when people at work fight...they bring the whole restaurant into it and everything falls apart. I have no idea what to do. I tried to explain to one of the people what the other one was "really" saying, and then he got mad at me because he thought I was sticking up for her when really I was just trying to help. Gosh I am just so stressed about this and I have no idea where to go from here.