That's life, you can't deny it.
Two 11-hour workdays in a row is not what I enjoy. That is certain. But my Dad is sick and nobody else will/can stay the entire time the store is open. And apparently I am "second in command" as they say.
I think it would be fun to be manager, only if I didn't have to work every minute the store was open.
I guess I'm a little frustrated and stressed lately. If my car was fixed and I could actually drive it around town and feel safe at the same time, that would take a lot of it away. But it's hard to make plans and then have no idea if I'm going to be able to be there. It would be nice to go somewhere else for a change. I don't have any money, because I need to fix my car, and so the only place I can really go is work or home. It gets rather monotonous at times. I am the kind of person right now that would rather be somewhere where I don't know anyone, and be able to sit by myself with people I don't know all around me, than to be around people I know all the time. I think what I would really like to do is just get away by myself. Be somewhere where I am completely and utterly alone. The only time I can really be alone is in my car, and that is too broken to drive, and so my alone place is gone. The past two years I have lived in some crazy places, with varied levels of privacy, but never really a lot of space to myself. I think I am due for a vacation from people.
My new living arrangements allow me some more privacy than I have had. And I do like who I am living with. It's just that being around people, regardless of who they are or how much you like them, can get tiring.
I had no idea I was going to type all that, but I guess it needed a vent.
I think it would be fun to be manager, only if I didn't have to work every minute the store was open.
I guess I'm a little frustrated and stressed lately. If my car was fixed and I could actually drive it around town and feel safe at the same time, that would take a lot of it away. But it's hard to make plans and then have no idea if I'm going to be able to be there. It would be nice to go somewhere else for a change. I don't have any money, because I need to fix my car, and so the only place I can really go is work or home. It gets rather monotonous at times. I am the kind of person right now that would rather be somewhere where I don't know anyone, and be able to sit by myself with people I don't know all around me, than to be around people I know all the time. I think what I would really like to do is just get away by myself. Be somewhere where I am completely and utterly alone. The only time I can really be alone is in my car, and that is too broken to drive, and so my alone place is gone. The past two years I have lived in some crazy places, with varied levels of privacy, but never really a lot of space to myself. I think I am due for a vacation from people.
My new living arrangements allow me some more privacy than I have had. And I do like who I am living with. It's just that being around people, regardless of who they are or how much you like them, can get tiring.
I had no idea I was going to type all that, but I guess it needed a vent.