body politik

Jun 28, 2004 06:00

my knees and my back hurt, but medicine is terrible! right? hm. the other night a rubber band went missing. today boss puked it up. speaking of boss, he is the most adorable cat EVER. anyone who begs to differ can just go eat a rubber band. i'm pretty tired of reading about conservatism and religion. you know you're tired when you start writing "conservatitatism." i'd like to denounce politics and become a hopeless poet, an avid reader only of fiction, lie on the beach working on my next best seller. how can i have such a love/hate relationship with politics. yesterday's regrets is today's relief is tomorrow's uncertainty and i don't know what follows. you just can't believe that i am living. work meetings on sundays are terrible. worse than church. not that i would know. i wish every day was like sunday. quiet and lazy and yet not so. but i found good news: u.s. youth games is paying me $500 for being assistant to the coordinator, and all of my work is done during work hours already. it's like a bonus, icing atop a cake. vegan cake, of course. i've decided that most people have terrible, fucking terrible taste in music. and some days, this even includes me. some of my favorite bands i find myself having a distaste for, in a way that i can only take true musicianship in gulps, sporatically, few and far between. after this paper, statistics assignment, and final are done i want nothing more than to spend an evening drinking carlo rossi and watching southpark. sometimes i overload myself with classes, in addition to working, in addition to be a part of so many organizations. i have come to a conclusion: i am addicted. to a restless style. god damnit, i am a rebel: i just used the restroom and didn't wash my hands. if i don't get into one of my top five graduate schools (or maybe even if i do), i'm going to peace out and hit the burrows. i'm going to teach english to people with squinty eyes and of normal height. i think it's pretty clear that you have made a bad decision... i may never understand just how you plan to win me.

pretty playlist:
al frank "the dulles brothers were here"
plus minus "far into the fields"
olivia tremor control "dusk at cubist castle"
arab strap "the shy retirer"
clinic "distortions"
tahiti 80 "easy way out"
trembling blue stars "birthday girl"
the delgados "no danger"
innocense mission "snow"
deerhoof "adam + eve connection"
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