Fuck My Shit
Alrighty... I don't remember what I last posted. I think it was something about my date. Well, I was deeing this guy for two weeks when I decided that I wouldn't be happy with him. He's just... he made me feel used. He made me feel convenient and like a piece of furniture. I'm afraid I may have misjudged his intentions with me by assuming he was using me, but that was how he made me feel. Not that it matters now because apparently he's moving.
Still, I feel like shit. I put way too much love into the boy, and because of all the emotion I pumped out in those two weeks, I still feel that caring... hurtness that you feel when you break up with your boyfriend. AND I only hung with him four times kind of. Like, WTF?!? Why do I feel so much pain right now? This is fucking killing me!
I am seriously beginning to resent the male sex. I find all the wrong ones and it's making me crazy! I wish I didn't care so much, I really really do.
Still, I feel like shit. I put way too much love into the boy, and because of all the emotion I pumped out in those two weeks, I still feel that caring... hurtness that you feel when you break up with your boyfriend. AND I only hung with him four times kind of. Like, WTF?!? Why do I feel so much pain right now? This is fucking killing me!
I am seriously beginning to resent the male sex. I find all the wrong ones and it's making me crazy! I wish I didn't care so much, I really really do.