Aug 22, 2005 09:00
Main Entry: des·ti·ny
Pronunciation: 'des-t&-nE
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural -nies
Etymology: Middle English destinee, from Middle French, from feminine of destiné, past participle of destiner
1 : something to which a person or thing is destined : FORTUNE
2 : a predetermined course of events often held to be an irresistible power or agency
synonym see FATE
First of all I thought Fate and destiny were somewhere on the same page but...I have been thinking about destiny a lot recently I never planned on coming to CHina it was not my childhood calling as my sister says about her career choices and I know I never planned or even thought I woudl fall as deeply in love with Sam as I have even in the beginning of our courtship i thought it would be fun to kill time with her not necessarily someone I want to be with long term but now.... I am doubting everything I had thought of before needless to say I am confused...yet again and I don't know what to do about it..... I love China more than youc an imagine and studying Chinese I feel is my calling I feel home and good ( in a dirty way) about Beijing and China I just feel this place has so much more to offer me than any toher pace I have stepped foot in but why question it maybe it was destiny to find this place and to find me... maybe even to find Sam....hmmm.. I'll let that sink in for a bit.
I bought off a police officer the other day...I paid five dollars to register but because I did not register 24 hours after I arrived inChina btu because I hadn't since I came back from Vietnam I had to buy him off... and he was expensive... I paid him seventy dollars.... asshole! My landlord suggested we buy him off and as we were walking away she tells me: Just a small fee, it makes things easier and I told her:that was a BIG fee I am really angry and I wanted to tell her I wanted to shovel him for being such an xpensive crooked cop but I don't know how to say I WANT TO HIT HIM! in any case now I am legally registered so.... I guess thats good.... Alot of other stuff has happened but I have to go now... so have a nice day and.....Dayanna I need you to get back to me about the essay...