I feel a bit confused...
Hey... havent updated for awhile I have been somewhat preoccupied although I am not really sure with what I think its been with Sam but I feel it hasnt made a difference with her... she is definitely throwing me for a loop and I am trying to be understanding...not clingy... i have been told I can be like this sometimes so I have been trying to chill out and let her figure it out but from day to day it changes... am I getting dicked around... sometimes I think I am and it upsets me and sometimes I think I am but I feel ok with it... maybe I should figure out what I want out of this too... I cant be a pushover... I dont want to be... its just more difficult to have a direction... I am gonna go figure it out...but I really do like her and I like her a lot.