quite the conundrum
oki...so something (subtle) happened last night...and i dont know how i feel about it...
okay, well...i know how i feel about it, i just dont know how to react to it..
so i was at the glendi at church last night, and i saw the gambro, so he came over to say hi and all that good stuff. so we did the small talk bit for a couple seconds...and then his friend came over. so the gambro was being polite and doing the whole this is my friend blah blah u've met before havent you? and, altho i knew of his friend b/c of my myspace snooping ways, i'd never met him before. so his friend and i start talking, u know just the preliminary 20 questions or whatnot...and then the gambro disappears...
so the band starts playing music, and his friends like "wanna go dance?" so i was like..sure y not. i never pass up an opportunity to dance...so we go and we're dancing kalamatiano...and then the gambro comes in between his friend and i (mind u i wasnt complaining :-P). so throughout the night, i'm talkin to his friend...while the gambro keeps disappearing...and i really want to like just talk to him...but i guess he feels awkward...idk...
but on my way home i realized one thing: the way his friend was acting towards me...talking to me...dancing with me...giving me that look (yes that look that i've been looking for from the gambro for a while--he looked me square in the eyes and like didn't look away...nvm its hard to explain)...is the way i wanted the gambro to act. now dont get me wrong...his friend was cute...and such a sweetheart/gentleman...but damn it i still want the gambro...oddly enough...the way the friend acted made me want the gambro to like me even more...
i dont know what to make of all of this. i talked to pinto about it, and she said i should just start liking the friend...i was like...ok..i JUST met the friend...it doesnt work that way...
both her and jujumou said it does...
idk anymore...
help
okay, well...i know how i feel about it, i just dont know how to react to it..
so i was at the glendi at church last night, and i saw the gambro, so he came over to say hi and all that good stuff. so we did the small talk bit for a couple seconds...and then his friend came over. so the gambro was being polite and doing the whole this is my friend blah blah u've met before havent you? and, altho i knew of his friend b/c of my myspace snooping ways, i'd never met him before. so his friend and i start talking, u know just the preliminary 20 questions or whatnot...and then the gambro disappears...
so the band starts playing music, and his friends like "wanna go dance?" so i was like..sure y not. i never pass up an opportunity to dance...so we go and we're dancing kalamatiano...and then the gambro comes in between his friend and i (mind u i wasnt complaining :-P). so throughout the night, i'm talkin to his friend...while the gambro keeps disappearing...and i really want to like just talk to him...but i guess he feels awkward...idk...
but on my way home i realized one thing: the way his friend was acting towards me...talking to me...dancing with me...giving me that look (yes that look that i've been looking for from the gambro for a while--he looked me square in the eyes and like didn't look away...nvm its hard to explain)...is the way i wanted the gambro to act. now dont get me wrong...his friend was cute...and such a sweetheart/gentleman...but damn it i still want the gambro...oddly enough...the way the friend acted made me want the gambro to like me even more...
i dont know what to make of all of this. i talked to pinto about it, and she said i should just start liking the friend...i was like...ok..i JUST met the friend...it doesnt work that way...
both her and jujumou said it does...
idk anymore...
help