Stupid sister strikes again. and again. and again....

[queenannidala]

So, every time I talk to my mom on the phone, I hate my sister more and more for her current behavior. I just don't get it. I don't understand how or why she is treating my parents like this!! I mean, what good is it doing her or them for her to alienate them? I just get so angry at her to the point that I would punch her in her face if she was standing right in front of me now. I breaks my heart to hear the sadness in Mommy's voice when she talks about it. she's so confused as to why Amanda's treating her like this. I know that a lot of it is Mario isolating her from us, but it's not like we aren't trying to keep the lines of communication open.  And, seriously, I don't understand why he's so great that she puts up with it. I know that I've never been in a relationship before, but I don't care, I think my personality and sense of self are strong enough that the first time a guy tried to turn me against my family, that'd be it and I'd leave. I can't imagine raising children without the help of my parents. I just don't get it. And I don't know what, if anything I can do about it. That's the most frustrating thing in the whole situation. My dad is so worried that the dr has had to up his bp medicine and has repeatedly told him he needs o relax. I told my sister about his health issues, but it doesn't seem to matter. I just don't know, and it drives me crazy that I can't fix this, that I can't clear lines of communication. That's always been my role in the family--I say what everyone else wants and/or needs to say but are afraid to say. but it doesn't seem to be sinking in that thick, Gollum head of hers.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I think I need to take up kickboxing or shooting guns or something to get rid of this anger--Curves certainly doesn't work.