what 2 do?
I dont really know how 2 deal with everything right now.....i fell as if im going down the same path as b4 and i dont want that 2 happen.....i miss high school for some reason and i kinda wish i was back there....i miss being able 2 c my friends everyday and having some1 2 talk 2.......i have made some new friends since graduation but they just arent what im used 2........lewe and i remind me of the same thing i had with malcolm and that really isnt what i want.....there r a lot of different things between us that i love but when it comes 2 our fights i feel as if im staring malcolm in the face.......all-city is going 2 b crap this year and all the ppl that i kno and r friends with wont b returning this year....school has offically pissed me off....my speech teacher is a bitch......funny thing is i dont really kno any of my teachers names...i never bothered 2 leanr them.....but that fat short bitch is bout 2 seconds from being stomped on.....i dont keep it touch wit n e 1....or should i say they dont keep in touch with me.....my family is still shit.....at least i am passing my classes.......i miss the simple shit i guess.....ppl dont have 2 much 2 worry bout when they r still in high school.....once u get out there on ur own its a whole new story.....but then again i got kicked out and was on my own b4 high school ended...hell it was even b4 i turned 18....but now that i have a home i got 2 keep up bills and such...good thing im not sick.....cause then i'd really be pissed....what do all of u think???