what a fucking fool
here let me just put it this way....4 all u fucking ppl that want 2 b assholes and not believe me bout my children fine.....thats ur opinion...but dont sit there and try 2 insult me on top of it....if u really want 2 kno then i'll tell u.....i have nothing 2 hide........but i lost my children......instead of getting rid of them like i thought i would have 2 do....they left me.....2 much stress.....didnt have the proper care when i should of had it...its all my fault so i understand....but y i didnt feel this b4 i dont kno......i had a my last normal period in july....a week late....but it was normal.....in august i didnt have but 1 day of bleeding...which i thought was normal......then all this week i was spotting but in a really weird way......i went 2 the doctor 2 day and they said that they would have 2 test 2 c what went wrong.....so they took my blood and took an ultrasound.....i have 2 go back monday 2 find out what it was....lewe thinks its because of his sperm......i dont kno really....im upset and hurt...but i find it 2 b fucking retarded that my body couldnt handle this.....i think it might b my fault...i got high and drunk sometime last month because of certain ppl.......i did this and i feel like shit......so guess what ima do......get over it and try again when i kno i can handle it...cause if stress is one of the reason then i aint doing it now......school and trying 2 find work and a stable place 2 live is way 2 much.....i married lewe because i wanted 2.....yet we dont have a place of our own.......2 malcolm...i thought u would understand since we had been here b4...yet u didnt believe me then...u dont believe me now.....im sory i didnt show u proff back then since u were the father...yet u never asked me 2 go n e where wit u 2 prove it 2 u......now i dont need 2 because lewe is the only 1 needed 2 prove n e thing 2....and he was there with me when i took my test....went 2 the doctor....and took these test 2 day...he knows everything and what is going on...he and he alone is the 1 i need 2 prove 2........i did everything wrong....and im payin 4 it.....now i plan 2 do what is required of me right now.....motherhood can wait.....fuck the rest...if ur important u kno how 2 contact me if u want the full version......if not oh well....fuck it all