Believe it.
In response to my previous post...I had a break down today. It's alot of stuff. But everything is better now. I have amazing friends that I am blessed to have. Screw those other people.
I say that maybe my anger will go away once I rid myself of it's source. Is it bad to say I feel my parents are at this source? Christine tells me no, her parents are the source of her Frustration. C picked me up, and then Becca met us at Redbud park and I let it all out. I have to face the fact of what I really want to do later, after college etc.
A part of me just wants to leave for good...maybe go to New Jersey, New York, just go on the East Coast, I hear people are more open there. or maybe for a while I'll visit the West Coast. Maybe someday I'll just move to Europe. I don't know. The only thing that makes me want to come back is my some of my cousins whom I love dearly. As I open one door (dallas) it feels so many more are opened. And I want to open as many as I can.
All this without the negativity of my life. I love my parents. I do. But I just can't be around them much longer. Thank you Lord for helping me choose the right path. I feel better. I love my friends. I love them all so much.
Thanks so much.
I say that maybe my anger will go away once I rid myself of it's source. Is it bad to say I feel my parents are at this source? Christine tells me no, her parents are the source of her Frustration. C picked me up, and then Becca met us at Redbud park and I let it all out. I have to face the fact of what I really want to do later, after college etc.
A part of me just wants to leave for good...maybe go to New Jersey, New York, just go on the East Coast, I hear people are more open there. or maybe for a while I'll visit the West Coast. Maybe someday I'll just move to Europe. I don't know. The only thing that makes me want to come back is my some of my cousins whom I love dearly. As I open one door (dallas) it feels so many more are opened. And I want to open as many as I can.
All this without the negativity of my life. I love my parents. I do. But I just can't be around them much longer. Thank you Lord for helping me choose the right path. I feel better. I love my friends. I love them all so much.
Thanks so much.