Declaration of Independence?

[queen_writer]

I feel there are so many things I walk to accomplish so many things. Ideas flow through my mind and I just want to bring them to life not matter how difficult, how complicated, how vulgar...I want. I want I want Iwantiwantiwantiwant........and yet where are my needs...what are my needs anymore?

I want to learn this and that and more of this and that right there and that far beyond.

I want things that which money can never buy.

I want to one day hold a small talk in Spanish with my grandma.
I want to argue my beliefs with proof from my studies.
I want to discuss my faith with those curious.
I want to write a book about the life of a teenage girl based off myself.
I want to hold a guy's hand and run around in the park.
I want to become a better artist in all areas.
I want give to so much too the world.
I want to dance the greatest dance.
I want. I want. I want.

I want...I want people to change. I wonder what is real and what is fake. Have I gone through bad apples and found some that are ripe? How do I truly feel about some people...I have so many feelings about some, yet those feelings must be safe within me. Or perhaps written and then burned for no one to see. I feel I have so much Love to give, yet it is buried under annoyance, anger...some traits some see very often, and some never see. I think of what he said, Deacon Mike once said: "I feel sorry for anyone who lives an angry life" That may not be exact, but I have a lot of anger. And that frightens me. I don't like it. I want to purify myself and leave it all behind...perhaps in Dallas I will be pure again...away from the angry sources, a chance to grow.

Finally something I need.

peace.