So That Was Interesting
Well the weekend has come and gone, and let's just say that it could have gone alot better than it did. My party sucked ass, well correction, it started out great, but somewhere along the way it turned sour. I don't remember too much from that night really, way too much liquor fogging the brain there, but I have heard mostly everything I think from Melissa and Racheal. I should just say now before I say anything else that I am sorry for the way things turned out, I never wanted them to go that way, and that I am really and truly sorry for hurting my friends and making them upset. That's not who I am, and it hurts me to know that I could make everyone angry with me and I can't even remember why. I know that Emma was hurt most of all, I wish I could go back and change a lot of things but that would be stupid since I can't change what happened or the outcome, all I can do is say that I am sorry for everything and that I really hope that no friendships get hurt over one stupid drunken night. This would be a really stupid thing to ruin friendships that have lasted so long. Anyways, there are a few people that I'd like to talk to in person to apologize because this seems so inpersonal, I just thought that I should get this out there. And trust me there is no possible way I could feel any worse about everyhing than I already do, I feel guilty enough as it is. I am not blaming or angry with anyone, because I understand from what I was told and the pieces that I remember that I behaved like a total and complete ass...so I think your anger with me is justified. Again, I am sorry for the hurt and anger that I caused, and I hope that you guys can find it in you to forgive me eventually.
Anyways, just wanted to get that off my chest. So the party was a bomb, I dont feel like going into details though, it just sucked we'll leave it at that. I woke up sunday to find a coaster in my fish tank, and beer bottles all over my yards,lol, was definitely interesting trying to clean up on sunday afternoon with the worst hangover ever. I was so sick on sunday morning, I spent about 3 hours lying in the bathroom, before I eventually made it to my bed where I passed out until like 4pm, fun times. I drank way too much, a heck of a lot more than I had planned on drinking, and half of what I drank I chugged straight from the bottle, rum is evil!!! But it looks like I wont be drinking the little bit that was left in the quart because Tyler walked out with it in his pants pocket...weirdo, dont get me started on those guys. Anyways I think when I drink again I will stick to my Mike's, a lot easier to handle, and I dont go out of control like that.
Went over to Evan's last night for the usual sunday ritual,lol, was fun. I finally met Paul, so thats another friend down, there are still a few left that I haven't met yet, but not many. We ended up watching mythbusters though because the other shows weren't on, but it was okay because they were really good episodes of mythbusters. We got a party pizza from Greco, and it was the best pizza ever!!! Actually that was mainly because it was the first bit of food I had eaten all day, so I was pretty hungry by then. I will probably be going to the movies tonight to see Doom, I can't wait, really looking forward to that. Well I should go because I have nothing left to say and I am bored, so talk later, and peace out.
Anyways, just wanted to get that off my chest. So the party was a bomb, I dont feel like going into details though, it just sucked we'll leave it at that. I woke up sunday to find a coaster in my fish tank, and beer bottles all over my yards,lol, was definitely interesting trying to clean up on sunday afternoon with the worst hangover ever. I was so sick on sunday morning, I spent about 3 hours lying in the bathroom, before I eventually made it to my bed where I passed out until like 4pm, fun times. I drank way too much, a heck of a lot more than I had planned on drinking, and half of what I drank I chugged straight from the bottle, rum is evil!!! But it looks like I wont be drinking the little bit that was left in the quart because Tyler walked out with it in his pants pocket...weirdo, dont get me started on those guys. Anyways I think when I drink again I will stick to my Mike's, a lot easier to handle, and I dont go out of control like that.
Went over to Evan's last night for the usual sunday ritual,lol, was fun. I finally met Paul, so thats another friend down, there are still a few left that I haven't met yet, but not many. We ended up watching mythbusters though because the other shows weren't on, but it was okay because they were really good episodes of mythbusters. We got a party pizza from Greco, and it was the best pizza ever!!! Actually that was mainly because it was the first bit of food I had eaten all day, so I was pretty hungry by then. I will probably be going to the movies tonight to see Doom, I can't wait, really looking forward to that. Well I should go because I have nothing left to say and I am bored, so talk later, and peace out.