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[queen_star]

I feel like a tree with all of my leaves dead.. I feel like i need to 'shake them off' but am also feeling afraid of being 'bare'.

I haven't felt this before...

I will be experiencing my Saturn return this year, so im contributing this experience to the ending of an important cycle.

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[fizzyland]

Saturn in the past was associate with the devil because of the way it puts us through our paces. Saturn is all about discipline and structure and not letting us skip our needed developmental steps.

I found my Saturn return liberating once I got comfortable with everything that had to be let go of.

[queen_star]

I hope i get through this without too much damage..

Im feeling very strange.. i didn't think it would be like this.

My partner woke me up today talking about us buying another house (he has one already).. were not even living together yet.. A few years ago i was wanting to do this, but now im just freaking out.. asking myself so many questions about the future, creating blocks out of fear.

Im comfortable with the spiritual aspect of my being but it seems Saturn is pulling on the reigns and turning my head to look in a different direction.

Hey fizzy, thanx for understanding. It gives me strength to know that i am surrounded by people who have already gained the wisdom and experience that i am yet to come in to :)

A couple things to think about

[fizzyland]

Saturn rules over manifestation, so in that way, deals with the material world. Structure, form, discipline. Spiritual people often resist those lessons because they draw people more into form. However, in order to be the expansion spiritual beings we are, we need to be grounded in reality and balanced within outselves.

Every 7 years, Saturn forms a square to it's natal position, so we go through incremental steps. The Return is a culimination.

And it is stressful. Mine had me quit my job, leave my friends, move 2,000 miles, start a whole new cycle of things I hadn't even imagined. And the fear is normal and survivable.

Saturn is the planet of Alchemy, which is about transformation of the base nature of the self into gold. Finding our inner riches. And the rings of Saturn represent the halo - when we do the work, everything opens up to us.

And you're welcome.

[starseed_epic]

Ai yes, the tree! Of course, it is revealing, being "bare", but vulnerability can be a blessing! This and more you know, all in it's right place. Enjoy your Saturn return, my friend, hehehe!

[queen_star]

It's funny that iv'e always had serious issues regarding Saturn

[movefromwithin]

I am feeling you sweet lady...be gentle with yourself during this rebirth. Know that you have the strength to fully walk into your own.

Transitioning periods can be difficult...a few words of encouragement---acknowledge your process of letting go, know that your feelings are valid, and prepare yourself for a beautiful new beginning on this journey.

Hang in there xoxo

[queen_star]

Thank you sooo much for your enlightening advice. That helped me feel much better..

With people like you in this world to guide me, i would be doing an injustice to the world by succumbing to being guided by fear or anger. I appreciate your love and wisdom. Thank you again :)

[movefromwithin]

You are so very welcome, any time. I am glad that they helped you to feel better...know that you are a teacher for me as well. I just want you to know it's okay to feel the fear and anger, without getting stuck there. But, you probably know that already :-)