Well, Well, Well
It has been a while since I last came here to spill my thoughts on this keyboard. Nothing much has changed since the last entry. I have been going on with life, and enjoying most of it.
Days and nights pass with little to no interruption. Wake up go to work, come home, do laundry and clean, go to bed, and start all over again the next day. I guess that is what we are supposed to do, but there is a difference when you ENJOY it. Things go much smoother and life is more bearable. Seems that days pass faster as I get older, one day I'll wake up and I'll actually be old...hard to imagine, but now even 40 isn't looking too old.
Time has taken so much from me, and I wish that I could go back and get some of it back. But it would change and alter who I am today I think. Everyone always says if I could go back and change this I would, and if I could do it now KNOWING what I know now, then it would be better. Well I totally disagree with those statements. I have been challenged, brokenhearted, hurting, and selfish, but all of those things that I have been through make me the person that sits here today. Each thing, good or bad, helped make me into the semi stable (hehe) person I am today. Believe me, if you could've seen me a few yrs ago, it wouldn't have been pretty. There was one person that helped me see though all of that stuff, and to that person I am forever grateful. Even though there were times when they wanted to run away, they stayed, and they were there for me good and bad...even in the confusing times, I knew that I would be alright, or rather hoped anyways. I learned alot about myself in those years.
Enough of that crap...the past is the past...learn from it and move on right???? The now is the most important part of your life, life it as if it wasn't going to come again tomorrow. Tell the people that you love that you love them and that you need them in your life. You may not get the chance to tell them tommorow, or 2 min from now. So I take this time to say to all of you that read this journal...I love you, God loves you, and I hope that you are well and find yourself happy in life, and living it to the fullest.
Till next time....
Days and nights pass with little to no interruption. Wake up go to work, come home, do laundry and clean, go to bed, and start all over again the next day. I guess that is what we are supposed to do, but there is a difference when you ENJOY it. Things go much smoother and life is more bearable. Seems that days pass faster as I get older, one day I'll wake up and I'll actually be old...hard to imagine, but now even 40 isn't looking too old.
Time has taken so much from me, and I wish that I could go back and get some of it back. But it would change and alter who I am today I think. Everyone always says if I could go back and change this I would, and if I could do it now KNOWING what I know now, then it would be better. Well I totally disagree with those statements. I have been challenged, brokenhearted, hurting, and selfish, but all of those things that I have been through make me the person that sits here today. Each thing, good or bad, helped make me into the semi stable (hehe) person I am today. Believe me, if you could've seen me a few yrs ago, it wouldn't have been pretty. There was one person that helped me see though all of that stuff, and to that person I am forever grateful. Even though there were times when they wanted to run away, they stayed, and they were there for me good and bad...even in the confusing times, I knew that I would be alright, or rather hoped anyways. I learned alot about myself in those years.
Enough of that crap...the past is the past...learn from it and move on right???? The now is the most important part of your life, life it as if it wasn't going to come again tomorrow. Tell the people that you love that you love them and that you need them in your life. You may not get the chance to tell them tommorow, or 2 min from now. So I take this time to say to all of you that read this journal...I love you, God loves you, and I hope that you are well and find yourself happy in life, and living it to the fullest.
Till next time....