homeless
I don't know that's its actually possible for my life to suck any more. I thought I had it made with only 3 1/2 months of Ultrasound school left, I thought I was gonna make it after all with no more horrible stories to tell of Morgantown.
I decided a couple weeks ago that I wanted to sublet my townhouse that I JUST moved into a month ago. I loved the townhouse and got along well with the two roommates. But I thought that if I could sublet it 3 months ahead of time, that was $1400 I could put toward Belmont Technical college after I graduate so I could finish up my degree.
Today I subletted my apartment, under the impression that I would spend the last 3 1/2 months with my Aunt Ruth (like I did when I first started school.) My Aunt never actually said I could live with her, but she implied it would be ok and I couldn't think why it would be a problem. Today just before I signed the final papers, I called her to ask if it was ok if I moved in this week. She said something about needing to check with my Uncle first but that she would call me back. So I signed the papers and started packing - since I agreed to turn over the apartment Wednesday.
Then I called my Aunt tonight and she told me that she "needs to think about it cause last time didn't go so well and (she) didn't want to commit." I was completely shocked. I've already signed away my lease and my parents live too far away from Morgantown for me to commute every day. And I didn't have any idea that "things didn't go so well" last time. There may have been some differences and adjustments but I thought it was ok. I've been utterly panicked since she told me. Looking on Craigslist to find somewhere to move IMMEDIATELY!!! I asked a girl I work with at the hospital if I could live with her since she had offered me a room in her apt a couple months ago. She said she had to think about it.
I feel sick, and panicked, and mostly - hurt. I don't know what the hell is so wrong with me that no one seems to want to live with me - including my own Aunt.
I can't live on the damn streets. And I don't want to sign another lease that'll bind me to an apartment for another 9 months - I was lucky to get out of this one. And I only have so much money - and the whole point of subletting this apartment was to save the rent money for college.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I think after being so completely rejected by my Aunt and Ashley - I'd rather just crawl into a hole and die rather than live with either of them =(
I decided a couple weeks ago that I wanted to sublet my townhouse that I JUST moved into a month ago. I loved the townhouse and got along well with the two roommates. But I thought that if I could sublet it 3 months ahead of time, that was $1400 I could put toward Belmont Technical college after I graduate so I could finish up my degree.
Today I subletted my apartment, under the impression that I would spend the last 3 1/2 months with my Aunt Ruth (like I did when I first started school.) My Aunt never actually said I could live with her, but she implied it would be ok and I couldn't think why it would be a problem. Today just before I signed the final papers, I called her to ask if it was ok if I moved in this week. She said something about needing to check with my Uncle first but that she would call me back. So I signed the papers and started packing - since I agreed to turn over the apartment Wednesday.
Then I called my Aunt tonight and she told me that she "needs to think about it cause last time didn't go so well and (she) didn't want to commit." I was completely shocked. I've already signed away my lease and my parents live too far away from Morgantown for me to commute every day. And I didn't have any idea that "things didn't go so well" last time. There may have been some differences and adjustments but I thought it was ok. I've been utterly panicked since she told me. Looking on Craigslist to find somewhere to move IMMEDIATELY!!! I asked a girl I work with at the hospital if I could live with her since she had offered me a room in her apt a couple months ago. She said she had to think about it.
I feel sick, and panicked, and mostly - hurt. I don't know what the hell is so wrong with me that no one seems to want to live with me - including my own Aunt.
I can't live on the damn streets. And I don't want to sign another lease that'll bind me to an apartment for another 9 months - I was lucky to get out of this one. And I only have so much money - and the whole point of subletting this apartment was to save the rent money for college.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I think after being so completely rejected by my Aunt and Ashley - I'd rather just crawl into a hole and die rather than live with either of them =(