oh man.
I really shouldn't have talked to Mike. I don't know what I was thinking. I should have left well enough alone.
I asked for the truth, and I expected him to say "oh I was really stupid and I was too scared to call you and tell you but I should have and I'm really sorry" or something like that.
Instead I got, "I never lied to you; when you asked me what I did that weekend I said I was out with Ricky, which was not a lie. When you asked if there was anything else I wanted to tell you, I said no, which was not a lie, since I wasn't even planning on telling you. Who knew that the whole senior class knew about it and you found out anyway? I would have preferred us to go on without you knowing what I did. I think that me not telling you point blank was a showing of respect for you. I didn't think you'd find out."
Maybe I should stay away from boys altogether... I don't want to get my heart broken again.
I wish... I don't even know. I need to get out of here.
I asked for the truth, and I expected him to say "oh I was really stupid and I was too scared to call you and tell you but I should have and I'm really sorry" or something like that.
Instead I got, "I never lied to you; when you asked me what I did that weekend I said I was out with Ricky, which was not a lie. When you asked if there was anything else I wanted to tell you, I said no, which was not a lie, since I wasn't even planning on telling you. Who knew that the whole senior class knew about it and you found out anyway? I would have preferred us to go on without you knowing what I did. I think that me not telling you point blank was a showing of respect for you. I didn't think you'd find out."
Maybe I should stay away from boys altogether... I don't want to get my heart broken again.
I wish... I don't even know. I need to get out of here.