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I sometimes wish that things could go back to the way they were a few years ago... Like, when life was simpler. All you had to worry about was homework.
I'm kinda getting sick of this 'lost' feeling I have right now; the only comfort being that I don't seem to be the only person in my circle feeling it - maybe it's like an age thing?
I used to be so certain about things... I knew I was going to go to university. I knew I wanted to study psychology. I knew I would do well at it.
The problem is, I didn't think past there. You're told throughout your school years that uni is like the thing to aspire too, but they don't really focus on what happens after... so I never really thought about it... and hey ho, here I am, with no clue about what I want to do with the rest of my life. I know it's definitely not selling shoes for the rest of my life... in fact, I'm pretty bored of retail in general!!
I've had yesterday and today off work, and I literally had nothing to do for the most part of it... I used to have things to do... Now I pretty much waste my time watching old episodes of TV programmes I watched as a teenager, and eat. Boredom eating is a bloody curse in itself!
There's also boy drama - does he or does he not like me? He flirts alot, buys me drinks, invites me out to a party, walks me home despite it being in the opposite direction from where he lives, and then goes all shy.. nothing?! I'm not used to these shy boy types; I'm used to guys being all assertive in that area! haha, boy angst!
At this point in time - FML! It's boring!
I'm kinda getting sick of this 'lost' feeling I have right now; the only comfort being that I don't seem to be the only person in my circle feeling it - maybe it's like an age thing?
I used to be so certain about things... I knew I was going to go to university. I knew I wanted to study psychology. I knew I would do well at it.
The problem is, I didn't think past there. You're told throughout your school years that uni is like the thing to aspire too, but they don't really focus on what happens after... so I never really thought about it... and hey ho, here I am, with no clue about what I want to do with the rest of my life. I know it's definitely not selling shoes for the rest of my life... in fact, I'm pretty bored of retail in general!!
I've had yesterday and today off work, and I literally had nothing to do for the most part of it... I used to have things to do... Now I pretty much waste my time watching old episodes of TV programmes I watched as a teenager, and eat. Boredom eating is a bloody curse in itself!
There's also boy drama - does he or does he not like me? He flirts alot, buys me drinks, invites me out to a party, walks me home despite it being in the opposite direction from where he lives, and then goes all shy.. nothing?! I'm not used to these shy boy types; I'm used to guys being all assertive in that area! haha, boy angst!
At this point in time - FML! It's boring!