what do I do
SNAFU- situation normal: all fucked up
Oh my god, I hate making decisions, especailly when all of them seem like the right thing to do. What the hell am I gonna do next year? Where the hell am I gonna live? pros and cons of living at home, living at my apartment, or living in a co op....
Home- pros
*get my own room and almost my own bathroom
*get a car for commuting....a different kind of freedom- can go visit friends
*Alina, Gwen, and Monica are all living at home for now, easy access to my most important people close by
*save lots of money, no longer draining my parents resources....
*get to be with my mom when she needs me most
*potentially a kitten
-----cons
*don't get to live with my awesome roommates or in my awesome apartment
*don't get a sense of independence I've grown so used to
*have to deal with my parents--lectures, sleeping patterns, questions...home life.
*have to commute to class everyday...no longer ten minutes from class....
*if I ever had any social life, I'd lose it quickly
Apartment --pros
*cool housemates + cool house = cool living situation
*not letting my housemates down as a person to live with and help keep apartment
*close to school
*close to social scenes, college friends
*independence and time to myself
--cons
*higher rent...BIG CON
*different roommates...maybe cool, may not be not so cool, but not as random as dorms or co ops, or as big of a variety
*no pets
*not having my own room sucks...no space
Co ops-pros--
*new, exciting living situation, random and interesting.
*new social setting (most of my college friends are co op people anyway)
*could get my own room, or a bigger room than I have if I share
*could live even closer to campus and on north side
*rent is much cheaper than apartment
--cons--
*sucky roommates a potential
*still draining resources
*late application, so no guaranteed living situation
I donno guys, im confused. Maybe I'll live under a rock or somethin.
I have less than two months left with Hitesh... Im at the point that if he asked me to wait, I would, but I know those situations never last. I don't know why but if we got angry or bitter or something, I would be okay breaking up with him, but some how just leaving seems so unnatural. its like being ripped...maybe its a good thing, maybe this relationship never got a chance to sour or whatever, but at the same time, how much am I going to want him after he goes? How the hell am I gonna get over him if I never have a reason to want to move on? oye!
ooye---here are some words and definitions of words startig with the letter "q" but NOT qu....
qanat underground tunnel for carrying irrigation water
qasida Arabic or Persian elegiac poem
qat leaves chewed or brewed in tea as a stimulant
qigong system of Chinese meditational exercises
qintar Albanian unit of currency
qiviut wool of the undercoat of a musk-ox
qoph a Hebrew letter
Oh my god, I hate making decisions, especailly when all of them seem like the right thing to do. What the hell am I gonna do next year? Where the hell am I gonna live? pros and cons of living at home, living at my apartment, or living in a co op....
Home- pros
*get my own room and almost my own bathroom
*get a car for commuting....a different kind of freedom- can go visit friends
*Alina, Gwen, and Monica are all living at home for now, easy access to my most important people close by
*save lots of money, no longer draining my parents resources....
*get to be with my mom when she needs me most
*potentially a kitten
-----cons
*don't get to live with my awesome roommates or in my awesome apartment
*don't get a sense of independence I've grown so used to
*have to deal with my parents--lectures, sleeping patterns, questions...home life.
*have to commute to class everyday...no longer ten minutes from class....
*if I ever had any social life, I'd lose it quickly
Apartment --pros
*cool housemates + cool house = cool living situation
*not letting my housemates down as a person to live with and help keep apartment
*close to school
*close to social scenes, college friends
*independence and time to myself
--cons
*higher rent...BIG CON
*different roommates...maybe cool, may not be not so cool, but not as random as dorms or co ops, or as big of a variety
*no pets
*not having my own room sucks...no space
Co ops-pros--
*new, exciting living situation, random and interesting.
*new social setting (most of my college friends are co op people anyway)
*could get my own room, or a bigger room than I have if I share
*could live even closer to campus and on north side
*rent is much cheaper than apartment
--cons--
*sucky roommates a potential
*still draining resources
*late application, so no guaranteed living situation
I donno guys, im confused. Maybe I'll live under a rock or somethin.
I have less than two months left with Hitesh... Im at the point that if he asked me to wait, I would, but I know those situations never last. I don't know why but if we got angry or bitter or something, I would be okay breaking up with him, but some how just leaving seems so unnatural. its like being ripped...maybe its a good thing, maybe this relationship never got a chance to sour or whatever, but at the same time, how much am I going to want him after he goes? How the hell am I gonna get over him if I never have a reason to want to move on? oye!
ooye---here are some words and definitions of words startig with the letter "q" but NOT qu....
qanat underground tunnel for carrying irrigation water
qasida Arabic or Persian elegiac poem
qat leaves chewed or brewed in tea as a stimulant
qigong system of Chinese meditational exercises
qintar Albanian unit of currency
qiviut wool of the undercoat of a musk-ox
qoph a Hebrew letter