Dec 12, 2005 17:32
i have 3 finals this week and then i'm home. it's hard to look forward to going home with those damn finals in the way. i have no clue how to even study for my religions class, let alone what the hell my teacher is talking about. do i look christan? ok, maybe i do, but i'm not. grr. why are other people home already? i'm very jealous.
i have the most ginormous credit card bill this month. christmas really takes a lot outta ya. but, i do love it so. my sdsu friends and i are doing the gift thing when we get back. thank god. i because all i have is -$180.22. that sounds mean-"sdsu friends"-like thats all they are. they really do mean a lot to me. i love them!!!
i'm debating whether or not i should bring my car down next semester. it would be so very convenient, but so very expensive. if i had my car, i'm pretty sure i would not be in my room right now. if i get a surfboard, i'm bringing it for sure. i need to go to the beach more... this is san diego after all.
lately i have not been feeling like my usual, confident self. i don't know if its being around all the pretty, skinny hos here or what, but it is so not fun. nope, no fun at all. i'm tryin the no elevator exercise regiment. today is day one. i live on the 7th floor. so far, so good. but the whole feeling like a heifer-not good.
my birthday is less than a month away! yay for birthdays! i know they're not considered holidays, but if they were my b-day would only be 2nd to xmas. there is just so much darn holiday joy i can't believe it. i'm looking forward to spending new years with my sisters. aways a blast. and then i am 19! that is so old. i don't feel 19 yet. should i? so, january 11th. don't forget!