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A predictable pattern. You feel flighty in your current relationship for a period, so you become accessible. Suddenly I'm not bothering you and a step further, I'm not talking to you enough. Test for relate-ability... Sure we get along. So I don't really ever want to entertain it because what's the point, your best friend disappeared years ago. But I don't really ever want that to be true, so I've begun to warm up to you again... and again we get to this point where you have this reassurance that you are were you're supposed to be and then.... the test is over? And... I don't know why I thought I might be getting a friend back. What a silly, stupid thought to entertain.