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How many times as a child did you beg your parents for something then completely ruin it. Bed them for a toy and set it on or leave it in a sand box. Tie it to a string and throw it out of the window of a moving vehicle. How does that translate as an adult? How does that translate to our relations with other people?
I've been punished multiple times this summer for actually behaving maturely. Not what I think defines maturity but how maturity is reflected in who I am today. Maturity after being a teenager that fills up 16oz cocacola bottles with butane and lights a park on fire. That behavior doesn't go away nor is it repressed. It just matures with knowledge and wisdom.
Sigh
I don't care how people understand my discussion.
I am thoughtful and compassionate. My ideals are actually put into practice in my life. I am honest about who I am and where I'm from and in the same breath I care about how I can relate to others.
Why should I be made to feel like a monster while I'm going through this. I
I wish I was fucking at work.
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