califlorida.

Mar 25, 2007 22:10

I miss Florida.

A lot.

=/ I'm dumb and I think I made a mistake.

Wherever I go, something reminds me of Florida. I guess i'm still just homesick. Idk.... My mom is still caught up in her boyfriend, so she has to get used to me being here, and I know its gonna be hard for her... because I'm also getting used to living here with her.

I'm glad I get along with my sister though, I thought she was gonna hate me when I came here. She's been really nice to me, and very hospitable =] Thanks Shy.

I miss Caillou more than anything in the world. He means everything to me. He was my baby boy...I really hope he doesn't forget me when I come to visit or anything...

I also miss Joey. A lot. & All of my friends, and my school. . . .ect. Me and Joey were a pair. Hahaha.

It just sucks because before I got on the plane, my dad talked to me. Nicely and I appreciated it. We both started crying, I just wish he was sensitive SOME of the time when I need him to be. If only he were like that more often, then maybe I wouldn't feel that I have to do stupid shit to get attention from him. I just feel I have to fight with him or get in trouble for him to acknowledge me.

It may sound stupid or ridiculous, but its how I feel.

Well besides all of that. I'm at my cousins house now, visiting my grandma, who went in a coma today. The paramedics were called and we went and visited her in the hospital. She's not doing to good =// But she woke up...which is good. =]

Tomorrow were leaving because we've been here since Friday visiting. I gotta get up EARRRRLYYY. Then when we get there, were gonna register me for school. Although they're on spring break now for two weeks, my mom wants to do it soon. I'm doing homeschool for the rest of this year, and then starting fresh at my new school next year. I have to take a 2 hour placement test tomorrow, which i'm not really looking foward to, but i'm sure it will be easy. Hopefully.

Schools here are SO different from Florida, and they aren't as wealthy.  But all of that doesn't really matter...

I noticed that time in California goes by SO much slower than in Florida.

I just miss it. A lot. =/
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