Fuck fuck FUCK fuck fuck
I am so mad at Yahoo right now, I could spit nails.
See, I've got my email through them, and I was in that email, working on a chapter of a fic that has been SO hard on me, it's taken me over a year to finish it, and several times, I've almost given up on writing anything ever again. I promised myself I'd have it done before October, so I took today off to finish it. And yes, I was saving my draft repeatedly, and I was really cooking, y'know? The inpsiration and the words were all there, and I was going to finish within the hour. And then, out of nowhere, Yahoo gives me this error message. I hit refresh, and bam, the draft's gone. COMPLETELY, FUCKING GONE. I've got an old draft printed out so I could still type it back in if I wanted, but all the NEW stuff? Everything that's taken me months to come up with? Gone. Out of my mind just as swiftly as it first went in.
Why do I bother with ANYthing creative anymore? It always blows up on me. Fucking hell this sucks.
See, I've got my email through them, and I was in that email, working on a chapter of a fic that has been SO hard on me, it's taken me over a year to finish it, and several times, I've almost given up on writing anything ever again. I promised myself I'd have it done before October, so I took today off to finish it. And yes, I was saving my draft repeatedly, and I was really cooking, y'know? The inpsiration and the words were all there, and I was going to finish within the hour. And then, out of nowhere, Yahoo gives me this error message. I hit refresh, and bam, the draft's gone. COMPLETELY, FUCKING GONE. I've got an old draft printed out so I could still type it back in if I wanted, but all the NEW stuff? Everything that's taken me months to come up with? Gone. Out of my mind just as swiftly as it first went in.
Why do I bother with ANYthing creative anymore? It always blows up on me. Fucking hell this sucks.