Love
Have you ever been in love with two people? That is what she asked me. I have been so i knew exactly what she meant by it. I've known the ache and longing many times before. How many times do you have to fuck up before you learn your lesson? I don't know the answer to that question. It seems by not following my heart I may have created a regret that I can't get over. This she told me while we were walking together. I told her we all have regrets and it's just life. She insist that she loves her husband but that she has an ex that she never got to try things out with and it is killing her right now.
She goes through these phases you see.., one minute she is thinking about her ex and all that he meant to her. She thinks of the, "could of, or should of's" and it just hurts like hell. Then when she is with her husband she is very happy. Things aren't the greatest at times but she loves him so much. She says they had a hard time in the beginning. She loved him but maybe wasn't ready for him. It took her a while to get it straight in her head.
She tells me this while we are having lunch. I just look at her and I think that she is a little crazy. However she is cute in a little girl sort of way. Should I feel sorry for the husband..., or for her ex who still wants her? Maybe we should pity all of them. You see it is my experience that situations like this leave all the characters torn apart in the end.
Is there a way out of this for her? Can she leave her ex in the past and build a stronger life with her husband? I can't answer these questions. I don't have the answers and who does she think she is anyway? I have my own problems to deal with. Life is hard damn it. You turn into the wind and you keep pushing forward. What else can you do?
She goes through these phases you see.., one minute she is thinking about her ex and all that he meant to her. She thinks of the, "could of, or should of's" and it just hurts like hell. Then when she is with her husband she is very happy. Things aren't the greatest at times but she loves him so much. She says they had a hard time in the beginning. She loved him but maybe wasn't ready for him. It took her a while to get it straight in her head.
She tells me this while we are having lunch. I just look at her and I think that she is a little crazy. However she is cute in a little girl sort of way. Should I feel sorry for the husband..., or for her ex who still wants her? Maybe we should pity all of them. You see it is my experience that situations like this leave all the characters torn apart in the end.
Is there a way out of this for her? Can she leave her ex in the past and build a stronger life with her husband? I can't answer these questions. I don't have the answers and who does she think she is anyway? I have my own problems to deal with. Life is hard damn it. You turn into the wind and you keep pushing forward. What else can you do?