Going, Going, Gone...
Heh, not what you think.
For the first time in a long time I'm relatively happy. I know, I know... we have to take a look around sometimes and see what we are missing. Its not such an easy thing to do sometimes. Yet this introspective was not one taken willingly. I was turned around kicking and screaming, yet I recognize several things that I believe I was supposed to see. Its weird,I feel like I was blind to so many things for such a long time.
Anyway, I'm working hard not to stop thinking at critical times and to stay positive. Being positive is perhaps the most important tool that I've developed. Ever the negative guy, I can see sunshine now that the rain is gone. Dealing with people even more negative than myself I see where and just what it gets you. Honestly, its not a very pretty sight. Not trying to talk down to anyone just reflecting on where I know I've been.
Well, I just wanted to say I love you all and that I hope to speak with all my friends again someday. You guys were with me during some of the most difficult times of my life. I've missed this place a lot and I think the world of it.
For the first time in a long time I'm relatively happy. I know, I know... we have to take a look around sometimes and see what we are missing. Its not such an easy thing to do sometimes. Yet this introspective was not one taken willingly. I was turned around kicking and screaming, yet I recognize several things that I believe I was supposed to see. Its weird,I feel like I was blind to so many things for such a long time.
Anyway, I'm working hard not to stop thinking at critical times and to stay positive. Being positive is perhaps the most important tool that I've developed. Ever the negative guy, I can see sunshine now that the rain is gone. Dealing with people even more negative than myself I see where and just what it gets you. Honestly, its not a very pretty sight. Not trying to talk down to anyone just reflecting on where I know I've been.
Well, I just wanted to say I love you all and that I hope to speak with all my friends again someday. You guys were with me during some of the most difficult times of my life. I've missed this place a lot and I think the world of it.