Apr 01, 2005 21:18
They are just plain hard. I don't know just how happy i am right now. I want things to get better but it just so hard. I hope they do but without her giving more it won't happen. I know she thinks the same thing. We are so far apart now I just don't know what to say. Maybe she will come to open up more to me. I don't know. How can someone believe it when you say they are beautiful when they don't even believe it? I told her all women are beautiful. She throws that in my face whenever i ask her that question. Any one can answer here, but can't a fellow think "women" on the whole are beautiful and still think his girl is the most beautiful of all? Maybe I'm wrong there, but i don't think so. I just want to have fun and not have to defend myself for just being. There may be no middle ground. God help me. I love her so much.