This one is also about friends....,

[queadluun_rau]

Alright...., now that I've gotten the poison out of my system I can say something else I've been wanting to say. This one is for sort of an old friend. I was the one who sent everything down the drain. No excuses, all I can say was my brain couldn't handle it. My friend knows this and has forgiven me. Note to anyone else reading this. I did this once.

Anyway, it feels good when someone opens a door that you personally slammed shut. We all make mistakes, its just that some are worse than others. As for me I fuck up often. However, this fuck up was big. It was smoking a cigarette over a pool of gasoline big. I know I've said it already, and more than once but thanks for being a friend even when i wasn't.

Also, I wanted to mention to my friends that its okay to forgive someone whos' fucked you over. Coming from someone who's been fucked and done the fucking..., I know how good it feels to have a second chance. Although it is hard to love all, we should at the very least give a second chance. Its the third and fourth that I draw the line. *Note* (yeah, i was pissed in my last post, you have problem?)

Redemption is a wonderful thing. Grace is even better. If you don't know the definition for Grace maybe you should look it up.