im not very good at sounding pseudo-intellectual
ive been sitting here in santa maria, feeling cut off.
so much has changed in my life in the last few months, i feel i am a diffrent person most of the time.
i miss the good times we had, but, we never seemed to enjoy it as much as we should.
i was always very blunt with you, weather in disagreement or not.
i never lied to you, and i always told you how i felt, i realize that others would not respond in the way you did, i appreciete that. you are unlike most people i know, there were few barriers between us from the start.
i think to myself, what would our lives had been like had we met a year or two earlier.
but, i am here, and it is now, i have a feeling that things will be ok, and that my life will change a lot in the next year.
so much has changed in my life in the last few months, i feel i am a diffrent person most of the time.
i miss the good times we had, but, we never seemed to enjoy it as much as we should.
i was always very blunt with you, weather in disagreement or not.
i never lied to you, and i always told you how i felt, i realize that others would not respond in the way you did, i appreciete that. you are unlike most people i know, there were few barriers between us from the start.
i think to myself, what would our lives had been like had we met a year or two earlier.
but, i am here, and it is now, i have a feeling that things will be ok, and that my life will change a lot in the next year.