Jul 13, 2003 15:09
i woke up today at 11:00. this was still too early. and then i was to make pancakes and finish the dishes...there were only a few pans and such that needed to soak, and that makes me a lazy slob...so i made the pancakes. i didn't do the dishes yet, but then, i still feel like i haven't slept...damn recurring nightmares of significant symbolism...will i ever get some good sleep? also, even if it hasn't been fun at all, i want to go talk to people...to relax...perhaps i will read in the park, but i'd have to walk, as william dosn't approve of my being there. i am terribly frustrated. i think i need time out of the house, but i don't have anyone i can hang out with...*sigh*...such is life.