Dec 18, 2007 12:36
i just took my 4th ibuprofen pill of the day.
and lindsay if you're reading this not the huge 600 ones, the orange 200 ones haha.
if i took the 600 ones my mom gives me i'd probably be puking them up right now.
so anyway.
yeah my throat feels kinda weird, and i have a headache.
and i passed out early last night too, which is weird. i've been late to work last week and this week so far and i don't know why. i just oversleep.
i had 2 weird dreams last night. i'll keep it short.
the first one, when i FIRST passed out, was when i fell asleep watching hannibal rising. i saw flashes of him killing people then sitting in a chair and he yelled something and i woke up.
i shut the movie and the light off.
fell back asleep.
the second dream i had, amanda cuomo had apparently died. everyone, and i mean EVERYONE went to rutgers, but it was designed differently. it was like a huge huge high school, but for the college level. but i only recognized a couple of people, the rest were a whole bunch of random faces i didn't know. shiny was in it, and he was sitting with me on the floor in this huge lobby of the school and i'm like "yeah my best friend is dead" and he like escorted me around everywhere because i was trying to find out how amanda died. there was this huge funeral and like memorial planned for her and i walk outside and it's like dusk out, and she's standing next to this van smiling and she goes "oh yeah it was a joke, krissy was in on it" (krissy is her bff from high school) and i was like "what the fuck i thought you were dead what's going on" i was so confused.....apparently it was all a huge joke. really strange dream.
wow my head hurts. i feel like shit.
just my luck i'm probably getting sick finally.
me and lindsay might smoke with this kid drew we work with after we get out of work. and i think me and lindsay are chillin for a bit. then i'm supposed to go to the movies with longo. shiny is SUPPOSED to go, this was HIS idea, but he's being a fucking weirdo. go fucking figure. typical. fucking typical.
and christine is pissing me off greatly still. and i can't do anything about it.
in good news i met toni for lunch yesterday. and uhm....yeah. that's it.
i don't feel like myself lately.
i feel like i'm out of my own head.
jimothy had surgery this morning on his nose for like his sinuses or something. wonder how that went.
oh God i just don't wanna feel like shit. i need to go home and sleep. i might have to nix the movies tonight, idk.
i guess i'm looking forward to longo's house and this week's paycheck.
idk when i'm going to my mom's yet. i kinda wanna go there now and hide.
my mom's is like my hiding spot.
i wish money DID grow on trees.