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i have really mixed feelings at the moment.
i feel like it's all gonna work out, then, i feel like someone's going to make me out to be a fool.
i don't want to end up drowning my sorrows in alcohol.
i don't want to end up being impulsive.
i don't want things to go downhill anymore than they are now.
i don't want people all up in my fucking business.
and i want to punch a few people in the face. even a couple people i don't even know.
i feel angry and sad and bitter and jealous.
and confused.
i feel like it's all gonna work out, then, i feel like someone's going to make me out to be a fool.
i don't want to end up drowning my sorrows in alcohol.
i don't want to end up being impulsive.
i don't want things to go downhill anymore than they are now.
i don't want people all up in my fucking business.
and i want to punch a few people in the face. even a couple people i don't even know.
i feel angry and sad and bitter and jealous.
and confused.