uwah~ its been forever... -_-
k.. its been a long time, i was planning on posting to see if any of the friends i had on here are still around ^^; but now i'm just kind of emo and venting. rawr! >.<
k'so, i'm supposed to be going to japan soon.. and i have to talk to my dad to get help because payments are due while i'm still trying to find work.. >.<
wow he has to give me this talk about responsibility and rewards and all this crappy blah...like i haven't been trying to do what he calls 'grown up stuff'
okok, so he totally thinks that i shouldn't go because i can go after i've had a family and worked for 40 years.. uhmm... hello! i'll be too old for travel if i even make it that far! besides, having a family or a real job will tie me down. now i'm not saying i dont want those things, because i'm fine with that. but i think international travel is best done before you get tied down, but i dunno, maybe thats just me... *shrug*
besides, this is probably gonna be the last big fun thing i'll get to do with nicki before she wanders off to another school and another country entirely... T^T
an' i told dad that i can pay him back or whatever it is but he always has to think about crap first and its a little late for thinking... -_- cause some stuff is due on the tenth.
buhi~ ohoh, nicki, if you read this, he *totally* said i should stop exercizing, never go to a movie, never eat out never do a single fun thing until i find the money or the work. because finding a job should be my full time job, meaning i should put in like 10 hours a day of searching... i'm sitting here going "if i searched like you want me to for 10 hours, i would have applied to every business here, twice. by the end of the day..." -_-
some daisies i wish i was in seattle ^^; more stuff to work with.
anyway.. blablah~ this is annoying, he still wants to talk about what the plan is.... buhi~
k'so, i'm supposed to be going to japan soon.. and i have to talk to my dad to get help because payments are due while i'm still trying to find work.. >.<
wow he has to give me this talk about responsibility and rewards and all this crappy blah...like i haven't been trying to do what he calls 'grown up stuff'
okok, so he totally thinks that i shouldn't go because i can go after i've had a family and worked for 40 years.. uhmm... hello! i'll be too old for travel if i even make it that far! besides, having a family or a real job will tie me down. now i'm not saying i dont want those things, because i'm fine with that. but i think international travel is best done before you get tied down, but i dunno, maybe thats just me... *shrug*
besides, this is probably gonna be the last big fun thing i'll get to do with nicki before she wanders off to another school and another country entirely... T^T
an' i told dad that i can pay him back or whatever it is but he always has to think about crap first and its a little late for thinking... -_- cause some stuff is due on the tenth.
buhi~ ohoh, nicki, if you read this, he *totally* said i should stop exercizing, never go to a movie, never eat out never do a single fun thing until i find the money or the work. because finding a job should be my full time job, meaning i should put in like 10 hours a day of searching... i'm sitting here going "if i searched like you want me to for 10 hours, i would have applied to every business here, twice. by the end of the day..." -_-
some daisies i wish i was in seattle ^^; more stuff to work with.
anyway.. blablah~ this is annoying, he still wants to talk about what the plan is.... buhi~