Her
how did I become so attached . . .
for awhile I thought it was becoming a burden . . to talk with her so long but now . . when shes not here . .
I want to cry I cant sleep . . . I just want to hear her say good night to me, damn Im attached now.
I love her I cant denie it . . . I love her more then I think I ever did my ex's
She means a lot to me . . . more then I could possibly say . . .
We had laughed about getting married before . . . but when she asked me to marry her in a very serious tone . . I felt my heart skip a beat.
I guess Im just grrr at couples that are all lovey dovey all the time because Im jealous . . . . Im not afraid to admit it, I've told a few friends that my rage about them isnt because I disapprove of their relationship . . but because Im jealous of how close they are.
Here I am up at 2:30am ranting about her . . .
maybe Im crazy and its just the tea keeping me up . . . but . . . shes really on my thoughts tonight
In other news . . started watching an anime called Glass Fleet, its a very interesting show . . . I guess Im just waiting around to see who dies and who wins . . ya know . . . happy ending or sad . . Im kinda sad now that I gave away the dvds I caught at yule con of glass fleet . . its a very nice art style have to admit some of the androgyny of the characters is a bit confusing . . but not very off putting.