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i really need to take a vac.
i dont want to be here anymor ei dont wanna be in school its such a drag i hate it.
and i dont wanna be in maine anymore right now either, theres only a few people that i feel im close to anymore anyways.
i just wanna go somewheres just get in my truck and drive until i find some city and stay locked up in a hotel room for like 2 weeks, clear my mind and have time to myself...man i wish i could do that.
well anyways i think im dying...well not really but feels like it.
i havent eaten anythign except a half of a fluff'N'nutter sandwich in like 3 or 4 days.
i cant sleep and my body thinks its always too hott and too cold at the same time,
on top of a killer headache and a cough that would scare away little kids....i have no idea whats going on
but i think i have the flu and i think some of it is stress and just being drained.
the last time this happend to me was this time last yr and i lost 25 pnds in 2 weeks..i cant really afford to weight 125 so someting needs to change.
i dont want to be here anymor ei dont wanna be in school its such a drag i hate it.
and i dont wanna be in maine anymore right now either, theres only a few people that i feel im close to anymore anyways.
i just wanna go somewheres just get in my truck and drive until i find some city and stay locked up in a hotel room for like 2 weeks, clear my mind and have time to myself...man i wish i could do that.
well anyways i think im dying...well not really but feels like it.
i havent eaten anythign except a half of a fluff'N'nutter sandwich in like 3 or 4 days.
i cant sleep and my body thinks its always too hott and too cold at the same time,
on top of a killer headache and a cough that would scare away little kids....i have no idea whats going on
but i think i have the flu and i think some of it is stress and just being drained.
the last time this happend to me was this time last yr and i lost 25 pnds in 2 weeks..i cant really afford to weight 125 so someting needs to change.