What to do.....
I can't sleep right now.
I can't sleep because I just started a new med today and so far I am twitchy and my brain won't pause.
I can't sleep because the new meds I started have a side effect of nausea and, boy, am I frelling nauseous right now.
I can't sleep because I started taking an anti-depressant for pain management and I hate the fact that it is an antidepressant.
I can't sleep because the person I got to meet in person today was aloof while were were together, later said she was interested but wanted to focus on the friendship right now and then asked me what my feels where, but when my answer was not a match to her answer, she was hurt and deleted her profile and said it is best if we never talk again.
I can't sleep because this is not the first time a woman has said she wanted to be friends and then when romantic issues became a concern threw it all away.
I can't sleep because I am wondering if my unwillingness to get emotionally involved until I know the other person has interest is too weird and will always be a problem.
I can't sleep because I am wondering if I will never have a girlfriend because without having to move at warp speed.
I can't sleep because the new med cause dry mouth, which doesn't help the nausea.
I am really hoping the new med mellows out.
This is very not fun.
Because I am not sleeping, I am writing a blog post.
Because I am not sleeping, I am thinking about past relationships.
I am thinking about choices I have made, and choices I have had made for me by others.
I am thinking about work and the confusion there.
I'm thinking about what went wrong today.
About how the future will play out.
About how I hate being sick, and feeling like I am going to be sick.
How long it will take till I can go back to bed.
Strange how suddenly life can become so very stressful.
Everything was great until about 8 pm pacific time.
Bonus: this med heightens the effects of alcohol, which has me quite frightened of drinking at all now.
I can't sleep because I just started a new med today and so far I am twitchy and my brain won't pause.
I can't sleep because the new meds I started have a side effect of nausea and, boy, am I frelling nauseous right now.
I can't sleep because I started taking an anti-depressant for pain management and I hate the fact that it is an antidepressant.
I can't sleep because the person I got to meet in person today was aloof while were were together, later said she was interested but wanted to focus on the friendship right now and then asked me what my feels where, but when my answer was not a match to her answer, she was hurt and deleted her profile and said it is best if we never talk again.
I can't sleep because this is not the first time a woman has said she wanted to be friends and then when romantic issues became a concern threw it all away.
I can't sleep because I am wondering if my unwillingness to get emotionally involved until I know the other person has interest is too weird and will always be a problem.
I can't sleep because I am wondering if I will never have a girlfriend because without having to move at warp speed.
I can't sleep because the new med cause dry mouth, which doesn't help the nausea.
I am really hoping the new med mellows out.
This is very not fun.
Because I am not sleeping, I am writing a blog post.
Because I am not sleeping, I am thinking about past relationships.
I am thinking about choices I have made, and choices I have had made for me by others.
I am thinking about work and the confusion there.
I'm thinking about what went wrong today.
About how the future will play out.
About how I hate being sick, and feeling like I am going to be sick.
How long it will take till I can go back to bed.
Strange how suddenly life can become so very stressful.
Everything was great until about 8 pm pacific time.
Bonus: this med heightens the effects of alcohol, which has me quite frightened of drinking at all now.