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I've been unusually energetic the past couple days. I haven't felt this way in so long that it took a good minute to think up the word "energetic" for that sentence.
Perhaps it's the changing of the seasons. Autumn always makes me feel good. (As much as I love warmth, I dislike the stickiness of summer.) I've also been working a bit harder at the gym. Nothing special, but there's something superseding my constant fear of passing out. Maybe my body is actually starting to behave. It wants to move, instead of me forcing it to move.
But I'm also considering switching gyms when my membership is up. (That's not for another six months, I think.) It highly depends on where I am at the time, of course. New York Sports Club is great, and I love that there's a location literally across the street from my office, but I've started lusting over The Athletic Swim & Club. I have no idea what the membership rates are. But when you start lusting over a gym, you know it's pretty bad. (They provide workout clothes. I mean... what. I have to start working on my legs now if I want to wear those shorts, though.)
I feel as if I'm in a transitional stage. Nothing major has changed, but I sense change on the horizon. And I feel good about that. It means something is going right, even if I don't know what that "something" is. But somehow, I'm preparing for it.
Perhaps it's the changing of the seasons. Autumn always makes me feel good. (As much as I love warmth, I dislike the stickiness of summer.) I've also been working a bit harder at the gym. Nothing special, but there's something superseding my constant fear of passing out. Maybe my body is actually starting to behave. It wants to move, instead of me forcing it to move.
But I'm also considering switching gyms when my membership is up. (That's not for another six months, I think.) It highly depends on where I am at the time, of course. New York Sports Club is great, and I love that there's a location literally across the street from my office, but I've started lusting over The Athletic Swim & Club. I have no idea what the membership rates are. But when you start lusting over a gym, you know it's pretty bad. (They provide workout clothes. I mean... what. I have to start working on my legs now if I want to wear those shorts, though.)
I feel as if I'm in a transitional stage. Nothing major has changed, but I sense change on the horizon. And I feel good about that. It means something is going right, even if I don't know what that "something" is. But somehow, I'm preparing for it.