Stressfull...........
Long time since I have been on here, but I figured I needed a change.....this week has been too overwhelming! My grandpa Taylor died..I went to the visitation and the funeral today. Had second thoughts about going, but since the Taylors and Hunts are so close not the mention I went for one of my best friend, Ashley. At first I thought this isn't going to work, haven't seen the family in over two years and I am sure they are not quite fond of me, but then it wasn't all bad. Grandma gave me a big hug and a kiss..to my surprise she told me she missed me and loved me. My aunt, Clydell actually talked to me! I was shakey as hell and quite nervous, but then I learned that there is more to it than it seems. I am in a mix....have graduation Sunday and than my grandpa died, my uncle is in the hospital with heart problems and my friends aren't sure they are coming to my graduation that we have planned for like two months...and I am drinking it all away! Well I am going to get off here...love always