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um, why am i so batshit insane? i truly feel that im really just crazy most of the time and i really dont understand how or why people deal with me. last night i had like 56 crazy mood swings and i was drunk so it made it worse. umm im feeling happier now but unhappy about the fact that i have to be crazy all the time ? why cant i keep my insanity to myself? i wish i was nice and quiet instead of loud, screaming and all over the place 24/7. i wish i had an off button. i dont even know how one would go about being more quiet... ? i really need to try though.